Find happiness in doing something creative that allows me to spread positive energy.
I would finally have a life of my own and hopefully be able to support myself doing something creative. That challenges me in the best way I know and brings out the best of me. I never feel unsatisfied or bored because it gives me something to really reach for. It's encouraging and makes everything else in life seem miniscule in comparison. I get to escape into another reality and become a part of that.
Accomplished and secure
Respected
I wouldn't have to be stuck in place where I feel self denial and inner struggle and bitterness repression
I'd be able to leave them here and appreciate a life full of positivity
Do anything
Live my own way
Share happiness and love and support with other people
No longer feel like I'm living someone else's life but truly be me and wake up with a smile on my face
Be self sufficient doing what I love
Not in a superficial way due to feeling blocked from the best things in life or struggling alongside someone who is truly negative and down on their luck and spewing negativity. Not living in a house covered in vomit. Somewhere people want to go to relax. Filled with comfy plush pillows and ice cream to indulge yourself in the freezer. Peace and quiet with some good books and lively entertainment on the boob tube. No drama just love and positivity and happiness. Somewhere everyone feels comforted.
Bright colors aplenty and everything bedazzled and made by me. :)
It's my own little escape to create so doing it with passion is what gives me great pleasure.
Doing it for other people brings me peace because I can share something I love with them and make a personal environment and experience. I'd have my own little office where I could do in-home consultations and wear a suit. Find peace and love for other people. I'd be able to sleep soundly with my lover laying next to me in peaceful slumber after we made love. It still hard for me to imagine or indulge in that part. Kind of hurts that I've blocked myself off from that because I want to choose that instead of pain. Feeling the intense pleasure of holding the man I love in my arms. Hear him laughing and feeling overjoyed. Bring a baby into the world. Love that baby just as much as I love the man. Working hard on my craft. Continue to pursue my dreams without negativity. Have a healthy relationship with food that brings comfort but in a good way. Light martinis or daiquiris after a hard day working. Sipping on them with the bae. :) Looking out over our balcony at the sunset. Children running in the yard. Light breeze on my face. Happy to be alive.
I would finally have a life of my own and hopefully be able to support myself doing something creative. That challenges me in the best way I know and brings out the best of me. I never feel unsatisfied or bored because it gives me something to really reach for. It's encouraging and makes everything else in life seem miniscule in comparison. I get to escape into another reality and become a part of that.
Accomplished and secure
Respected
I wouldn't have to be stuck in place where I feel self denial and inner struggle and bitterness repression
I'd be able to leave them here and appreciate a life full of positivity
Do anything
Live my own way
Share happiness and love and support with other people
No longer feel like I'm living someone else's life but truly be me and wake up with a smile on my face
Be self sufficient doing what I love
Not in a superficial way due to feeling blocked from the best things in life or struggling alongside someone who is truly negative and down on their luck and spewing negativity. Not living in a house covered in vomit. Somewhere people want to go to relax. Filled with comfy plush pillows and ice cream to indulge yourself in the freezer. Peace and quiet with some good books and lively entertainment on the boob tube. No drama just love and positivity and happiness. Somewhere everyone feels comforted.
Bright colors aplenty and everything bedazzled and made by me. :)
It's my own little escape to create so doing it with passion is what gives me great pleasure.
Doing it for other people brings me peace because I can share something I love with them and make a personal environment and experience. I'd have my own little office where I could do in-home consultations and wear a suit. Find peace and love for other people. I'd be able to sleep soundly with my lover laying next to me in peaceful slumber after we made love. It still hard for me to imagine or indulge in that part. Kind of hurts that I've blocked myself off from that because I want to choose that instead of pain. Feeling the intense pleasure of holding the man I love in my arms. Hear him laughing and feeling overjoyed. Bring a baby into the world. Love that baby just as much as I love the man. Working hard on my craft. Continue to pursue my dreams without negativity. Have a healthy relationship with food that brings comfort but in a good way. Light martinis or daiquiris after a hard day working. Sipping on them with the bae. :) Looking out over our balcony at the sunset. Children running in the yard. Light breeze on my face. Happy to be alive.
