Note to Self
Thank you for being my best friend and getting me through times that were tough. Times where it was hard to make a choice but you made the choice of our career over love. In my heart, that still hurts even though I think it might still happen. I know you're an entrepreneur and that means drastic changes in your personality and not always clocking out leisurely. But don't forget to enjoy it. Take breaks from your phone to go wander out into tree land & enjoy a peaceful day zoning out. I know you're doing the hard work of a whole team would, but you're doing the best you can and I greatly appreciate it. You're putting my artwork out into the universe around hundreds of people. You're making dreams come true that I only thought existed on paper. Looking back I can see it was more than that. You're the type to go the extra mile and give more than you planned to. You stick it out and make choices for the long term. You're an amazing person and people love you for who you are all around and if they don't it's their problem because we're creating an empire with drive and skill and determination. This is the heart of who we are and you're a special skills task force all your own. Olympians get gold medals and I know for certain you're gonna get your equivalent. I'm so proud of you...to walk amongst someone who has a drive to go long distances and put themself out there. I love you. Don't worry. Jonathan will too. Just give him time. He needed a girlfriend because his life path is different than yours and you have big accomplishments to achieve and high goals to set. You can't climb your mountain worried about who you'll offend by not having the time or averted attention in the world. You need to focus on you and being the amazing champion you are. You have accomplished a great many of things already and you will continue to do that same thing. Don't worry about zoning here and there. You deserve to take breaks when needed but TRUST YOURSELF and use them awesome halogen lights. They're flipping lights AWESOME! They make fluorescent light but in a way that is energy efficient and resembles natural daytime low light glow. Have I said I'm proud of you? Deep down you're a sweetheart but you got big things to accomplish. I'm smart, talented but a little hard to accomplish the things I need to. You'd make a great boss, but try to dial it down. They might not see your passion and persistence in a way that is gentle. People are doing the best they can at the job they're given.
