God is appalling... What is my true religion???

  

I hate god for the width of his span. Its absolutely disgusting what he brings into this world. The sexuality of god is depraving. I was of moral conscientiousness when i was a child but love of god=nun 

I wanted to give my life over to god not another deity but rather the deity above all elset

Imo He is the one that created all others

I used to come up with morale plans for which he did not speak

but then he sexualized me after my mom died and made me see sexuality in EVERYTHING... It was ok but seriously looking back i was a young girl who hadnt yet blossomed and i got to be raised by a cowardly drunk who spoke of no friends. 

Trisha looks in videos, brings about feminine united  to sexualize themselves with people that could care less about the temple of her body

After god has come people still praise the omniscience of a god who doesnt teach right from wrong. 

I dont believe the rags we protest have any say of our forthholding culture.

I am starting to praise the hindu gods even though im of another faith. Can anyone tell me more about that so i can research and become of another faith. God has proclaimed im beauty. I want to find myself but i was barely taught of culture. 

.... Sitting here im wondering what i have to give MEN OR WOMEN but i dont want to hitch my grind to sexuality even though thats what america stands for. Our grotesque hypocrisy that comes from mags when we could be so much more creative and venture-esque with our ploys to bind ourseleves to a relationship that squanders more than sex or gambles with our minds for the fortuitous love squanders. 

Im holding to the value of ploits that romance and sizzling heat come from dramatic shows of handkerchief love. Girls used to be swanky. Maybe im of an older generation.