! What wouldn't I have done to see you in your real husbands arms and not infiltrated

 

Nobody saw the side of my mom that I did with all the wild, eccentric characters that were passing through our lives and to be told... 

This could have been our life...:!?

I knew there was something suspicious about the idea of life without my sister?: I just knew we both had to hide out from her because she passively manipulated both of us in our own home; ? I couldn't protest or argue regardless of circumstances and my mom was trying to find herself but she won her battle with liver disease and with two months to go until our Uganda trip we were mercilessly and irrevocably defined by our mental statuses as socialites because nobody still knows the true worth of the ART KNOWN AS MY MOTHER'S SOUL because I was constantly trying to keep her from falling into a dark hole.....? Now to realize my husband's father who was a splitting image of him who also lost his life: lively(?) Was irreconcilable like me by the idea of our son consulting problems with drugs like who knew there's actual biochemical dependency problems or a version of stoic alchemy performed on it?💟

Now here to come to find out my mom wanted to move out there together and every time my sister begged for money the lump sum got bigger AND WAS NEVER ENOUGH.

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